The Never Ending Question

what do i want to do? what do i want to be? am i a grown up yet? sometimes i feel like
one, but other times i still feel trapped in small skin & hands, looking at the big world with little eyes wondering what all the hub bub is about. i always feel like i should be doing something more, something else, but what the frick? i have no idea, no clue, but i know it's something bigger than what i am doing now, something else entirely. there are a lot of things that i want to do, but they all require more schooling, more this, more that, more money(which is avoiding me as of late). i know that our entire life is a journey, so i guess right now i'm just at a rest stop drinking from the water fountain & deciding which pretzel stix to buy.